"There's nothing here to take for granted, with each breath that we take"

So, I got dumped today... AGAIN. That's the second time I've been dumped in two weeks by the same girl. I feel pretty worthless right about now, I'm not going to lie. It really sucks being in the position that I'm in, just because she basically told me I was forcing her to stay in our relationship, even though I never did anything to do that. She's being pretty ridiculous, and now I feel like I don't deserve anyone, ever. It kind of messes with your mind when someone does that to you, even after you forgave them for doing it the first time. She still didn't give me a good reason as to why she broke up with me, and everyone probably thinks I'm the jerk who dumped her, because she refuses to ever tell anyone the full truth.

I feel like crap right about now, and I'll never trust anyone the same way again. Life sucks right now. Now because of doing this twice, I really can't focus on my work.... I'm so screwed for school and everything. Screw you Jordan, you dump me without telling me a clear reason twice, and then do it on Facebook the second time. She didn't even want to see me over the weekend to do it, so that shows how much respect she has for me. Selfish brat. I'm pretty much hating my life, and I hope things pick up.

Now for my music stuff:

 

I'm waiting for my moment to come
I'm waiting for the movie to begin
I'm waiting for a revelation
I'm waiting for someone to count me in

'Cause now I only see my dreams, in everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on, everything that I love
Cold like some, magnificent skyline
Out of my reach, but always in my eyeline now

We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling

I fashioned you from jewels and stone
I made you in the image of myself
I gave you everything you wanted
So you would never know anything else

But everytime I reach for you, you slip through my fingers
Into cold sunlight, laughing at the things that
I had planned, the map of my world gets
Smaller as I sit here, pulling at the loose threads now

We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling
When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling

Did you wanna be a winner?
Did you wanna be an icon?
Did you wanna be famous?
Did you wanna be the president?
Did you wanna start a war?
Did you wanna have a family?
Did you wanna be in love?
Did you wanna be in love?

I never saw the light
I never saw the light
I waited up all night
But I never saw the light

When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling

Spiralling - Keane

So I've basically become obsessed with this song, and the video is awesome. Enjoy.