"There's nothing here to take for granted, with each breath that we take"

I really hate it. I really do.

I really hate the fact that you constantly work your way into my life.

I hate the depression. I hate the feeling of being let down. I hate the feeling of loneliness. I hate feeling like everyone is better than me.

I wish it would just go away. I don't know why, but earlier tonight I felt really let down and bummed out. What really sucks is that time seems to slow when you feel like crap, and only makes it feel like you'll feel bad longer.

It's ok though, it's a new day soon, and things will be better. I know it.