"There's nothing here to take for granted, with each breath that we take"

After staying up until 6 in the morning basically doing my homework, and talking to a friend, my computer lost connection, and I decided to climb into bed and try to sleep. Things didn't exactly go as planned though, and I woke up at 11 realizing, "Oh shit! I just missed my Calc quiz". It's alright though, I guess I deserve a day off, and we get 2 dropped quizzes in my class anyway (We take one every week). Besides that though, the day went pretty well. I got my 20 minute group powerpoint presentation out of the way early, because we were the second group to go, and I feel like I've got a lot of the workload of the semester done, but I still have a lot left to do.

Yeah, I'm still bothered by the whole Jordan situation, but I realize I just have to move on. I feel like I deserve to be told sorry, and why she did it, but I also feel like she should feel bad about what she did and not seem as happy as she seems. I'm so glad I've got some friends who are willing to talk with me about this though. When I talk to them they really help a whole lot, and that conversation at 6 o' clock in the morning kept me going and motivated to do my work.

I really just think I need some more of that in my life, care and attention, and I'm sure I'll feel much better. I'm feeling more hopeful and stuff, and that's great. I'm pretty proud of myself for holding up this well. By this point I'd usually confront the other person or something, but we haven't talked since it happened, and doubt we will for a long time. I hope she comes to me sooner than later though, and gives me ANYTHING to work with. (an apology or reason or sympathy, anything)

Anyway, onto my music for the day:


Ephemeral Addictions - Bedlight for Blue Eyes

The lyrics are on the video since I couldn't find an official video or anything. The song kind of matches my situation, but a lot doesn't also. It's a great song regardless, and I think it's brilliant.