"There's nothing here to take for granted, with each breath that we take"

I put up a new theme and stuff today, but I'm not really too happy with it, what do you guys think? I think I'll work on it some more if I get more time later.

Sorry I haven't been keeping up with my blogging lately, I honestly haven't been on the computer very much recently. I've been getting crap for it from Rory (MakenZero ) also, but I'm here blogging now, right? Life lately has been interesting, but I've been working a lot at Carvel, making some cash, and today I start up the 5 week summer course program at Tech. So.. I'll be taking classes and stuff Monday through Thursday until mid June. It's going to be stressful and suck, but I need to get good grades and I hope I do well with this. I have to take the local public transportation down to school everyday, so it's about an hour commute each way. I hope it doesn't wear on me too much. I arrived this morning at Tech around 8 in the morning, ran into a friend for about an hour, and then walked into the Music Listening Room and passed out for about an hour. I start class at 1:20 today, so thankfully I got some time to rest.

Besides work and dealing with school stuff I've been hanging out a bunch with Rory and a bunch of other friends. I really need to cut down on my spending, so we kind of decided to try to do things that don't cost anything. I'm about to head off to class, so I'll leave you with the song with the lyrics in my title like the old days. Well, actually since I like the cover a whole lot more, here you go:





Head under water
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for me
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today

(hey hey hey, today!
hey hey hey, today!)

I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide, gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say

I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today.
Today..