"There's nothing here to take for granted, with each breath that we take"

I know Jordan wants things to really get to me, but I just can't let that happen with all the school and stuff I still need to go through. So, I've decided to make myself into beast and just ignore anything having to do with the whole situation as much as I can. I just made myself as angry as I could possibly be with her, and released some pretty nasty statements. After all that I felt somewhat better, and my friends helped me to feel even better after that. A lot of my buddies started to talk with me, and said some things that really helped to pick up my spirits. Thanks guys! :)

Besides that, the day was pretty depressing until the end, I had to rush to finish up my lab, and am currently working on a GT1000 project. But in better news I managed to get a 90 on my calculus test! And I can bring that even higher if I fight for some more points! That really made me feel much better after all that hard work. I hope things get back to normal, and I hope for some closure.

Now for the music stuff, as always:

Now I know,
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,

And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.

So many,
Bright lights to cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Can you say
My eyes are shining bright?
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And love so weak.
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.

I say,

I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
(How can I see, I see you lyin')
With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lyin')
Awake and unafraid,
(How can I see, I see you lyin')
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep, or dead?

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
(Or dead)

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey, if you stay you'll be forgiven;
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance